Where Should I start first? Hmm…There are two group to compete each other. I was dying to join it, and I ask the first group whether I can join or not, but they said no, because it kinda full, and suggest me to create another group. But later on, they come to me (well, my friends who also in that group), ask me whether I wanna join or not, I agreed without think for long. Because I was happy that day, but later on again, I rejected and walk away from the first group due to my busy schedule. So well, its also other reason, to join this group is to hide secret. It just too difficult to live in such situation like this.
After a while, well, today, I’ve got another invitation from the second group to join in their group, this time, I’m also answer without think for long, but not the same answer as before, this time I’m rejected since the start, since I’ve got the letter that one member of that group gave me ” Can I talk with you for 5min after class? ” . I’m already know what they wanna talk, so I prepare to reject since the start. Well, because of some reasons such as:
1. I used to accepted the invitation from the first group, even though I walk away later before the first meeting of that group.
2. I just cant walk in second group after walk out from the first group. Coz one question pop up in m brain, “Why I join the second group, and not the first one?”
3. I am Busy with my study in Economics as well as Chinese Class.
4. Both group’s meet up is normally on Saturday n Sunday, and of course, it would be morning (Just what I’m expected)
*Sign*